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Friday, December 24, 2004

christmas

In less than a day, it's gonna be christmas. Yet no matter how much i psyched myself up, playing those christmas carols on my pc, doing my christmas shopping and oogling over the gifts i received (no matter how few), i just don't feel it. :(

Must it be because i'm already working? Back when i was still in school, i looked forward to our last day because then, there would be nothing to worry about on the next few days. i was free to do whatever i want, focus on the fact that it's nearing christmas and just enjoy being, umm lazy? haha. Now that i'm working, my mind seems to be all so caught up with it that i didn't quite notice that christmas was approaching. well yeah, i could feel the cold (thus signaling the season) but it still lacks the spirit. i even missed simbang gabi :( and that's one christmas ritual that i've always looked forward to every year.

is this how "grown-ups" feel during the christmas season? i wonder how they do it. i don't think i've adjusted.

hopefully, when christmas is just a few hours away, i'd truly feel it and really celebrate. it is a time of great celebration after all.

thank god we have the christmas eve off. i don't know how i'd survive christmas in the office and without my family. although, boo, i think we have to work on new year's eve. aww shucks.

mel =) @ 6:40 AM

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